Pagi mas.....
Hari ini tepat 28 tahun usia mas..
Semoga dengan bertambahnya usia mas, semakin bertambah pula kedewasaan dan keimanan mas kepada Allah SWT.
Mudah-mudahan Allah SWT selalu memberikan kemudahan di setiap perkara, melindungi disetiap langkah ms, dan melancarkan jalan rizki mas.
Selamat ulang tahun msyanx...
I know we're not as close as yesterday..
But the only important thing is my love for you has never changed.
I hope we can fix our relationship and make everything better.
Pagi sayang....
Apa kabarmu?
Ingatkah kamu 11 tahun yang lalu.....28 Juni 2001
Saat itu sepulang dari sekolah aku dan kamu berjalan
Menyusuri jalan yang memang tiap hari aku dan kamu lalui
Kamu dengan harap-harap cemas menunggu jawabanku,,,
Jawaban yang mengubah hari- hari kita selanjutnya.
Dengan perasaan yang sulit untuk diungkapkan kata-kata..
Aku menerimamu masuk dalam kehidupanku
Dan mengubah aku dan kamu menjadi "KITA"
Lalu hari-hari kita berubah....
Banyak tawa mengisi hari kita
Sangat menyenangkan.....
Kadang ada juga rasa cemburu yang muncul
Tapi entah mengapa kita bisa dengan mudah mengatasinya...
Hingga 1 tahun pertama semuanya baik-baik saja
Bahkan menginjak tahun ke 11 ini
Meski banyak masalah datang
Kita masih tetap bersama meski jarak memisahkan
Berharap bisa terus bersama sampai raga tak lagi ada
Terima kasih,,,
Terima kasih telah menjadi bagian dalam kehidupan ini
Kehidupan yang tak mudah untuk ku lalui...
Semoga Tuhan senantiasa melimpahkan cinta-Nya dihatimu untukku, melindungi dalam setiap langkahmu, memberikanmu kesehatan, dan melancarkan rizkimu.Amin.
Pagi ini cerah meski tak secerah hatiku...
Mudah-mudahan kamu jg mengalami pagi yg cerah sepertiku ...
Tuhan....
Aku tak ingin berharap lebih
Aku hanya ingin hidupku bahagia
With or without him
Tuhan...
Aku tak ingin meminta sesuatu yang muluk-muluk
Aku hanya ingin yang terbaik untuk kami
Agar aku bisa menjalani sisa hidupku dengan lebih bermakna
Gud nite mom.....
Apa kabar? Aku harap engkau baik-baik saja.
Sudah hampir 2 tahun kita tak bertemu, sudah lebih dari 2 bulan kita tak saling berkirim pesan, terakhir kali ketika aku meminta restumu untuk sebuah rencana masa depan. Inginku engkau ada disini ditengah keluarga kita, menjadi tempatku berkeluh kesah tentang semua hal, menjadi sosok seorang ibu yang sekaligus bisa menjadi teman. Apalagi saat rencana masa depan itu semakin dekat. Aku butuh engkau, tapi itu semua jauh diluar kemampuanku, aku tak bisa memaksamu tinggal. Entah karena ego yang terlalu tinggi atau karena luka yang sampai saat ini masih kau rasakan.
Mom...aku rindu suasana rumah seperti dulu, 13 tahun yang lalu....
Mom...wherever you are, I always love you and pray the best for you
"Mother How Are You Today"
Mother, how are you today?
Here is a note from your daughter.
With me everything is ok.
Mother, how are you today?
Mother, don't worry, I'm fine.
Promise to see you this summer.
This time there will be no delay.
Mother, how are you today?
I found the man of my dreams.
Next time you will get to know him.
Many things happened while I was away.
Mother, how are you today?
" If you don't care bout how I feel, I don't care it anymore!!!"
It's sounds like easy to say,,, but it's hard to do. Pengen bisa kaya gitu, mungkin bisa bikin saya ngerasa lebih baik. But when you let your heart win than your mind, it won't be easy. Karena hati, pikiran dan perasaan kadang ga sejalan. Mungkin hati ini tulus mencintai kamu tapi pikiran tak semudah itu memberikan kepercayaan dan perasaan kadang membuat kita semakin bimbang.
"No One Really Wins"
Welcome love, I have made a place for you here
I know every word they say.
I know how they want to make you change.
Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me
I can love you as you are
I didn't mean to make you want to leave
It's a fight between my heart and mind,
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time
If you don't find the love you want,
if I have acted ungracefully
I don't want to see you go
I never meant to make you want to leave
But go if you want.
Make your way straight to the door.
I hope that you look back before you go
'cause grace looks back before it starts to leave
It's a fight between my heart and mind,
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time
Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me
I will love you as you are
I didn't mean to make you want to leave
It's a fight between my heart and mind
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time
I never thought that it would be so hard .
I forgot how many times these tears falling down my face
Then I found my self standing still right here.
Can't shed tears anymore....take it, let it flow
I just don't wanna give up
And hope tomorrow better than today
"I Won't Give Up"
When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.
I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
